I relly upon my meditations to keep my head from exploding due to the sheer ignorance of the world.  I have chosen to take the path of a poet instead of that of a warrior.  The written word is more powerful than a gun or a sword any day.  I have seen a lot and done a lot, some of it not very nice, and I have been paid back by karma for most of my misdeeds.  Everyone has a certain destiny that will find us when the time is right.  I spent ten years as a worthless drunk, wandering aimlessly through life living one drunken day at a time waiting for a meteor to smash into me.  A chance encounter four years ago changed my life and put me on the right path and I have been doing everything in my power to stay on this path.  I believe I am here to write and to share my thoughts, maybe not to become famous but maybe so my words might help others find the true path to their destiny.  I try my hardest to be everybody’s friend and help anyway I can and when someone turns on me it does hurt.  I do not go out into the world intentionally trying to hurt anyone, or undermine them.  I won’t lie that when I feel I am more knowledgeable about something I will not fear to speak my mind, I do it as courtesy, when I open my mouth there is a reason for it.  I have another little vacation starting today and by the end of this one there will be some major changes in my life and the way I deal with certain people.  I am just like any other person, I have bills and responsibilities and when my ability to control those adult responsibilities is threatened I take it as an attack on not only me but my family as well.  I have spoken about my wall and how I have been trying to open up a little more, well unfortunately the wall is being reconstructed, even stronger.  To those of you who understand me and have stood by me I thank you and for those that feel the need to turn their back on me the only thing I can say is that everything happens for a reason.  I have no ill will for anyone I shed tears for those who hurt me just like I shed tears for those who love me.  I won’t change who I am or how I react to situations, I will however be more careful when choosing people to confide in.  I pray a lot for everyone, especially those who are misguided or afraid believe it or not I respect all forms of life and wish nothing but contentment to all.  I leave you all with one of my favorite prayer:

Though you were separate now you are one__________.(enter name of person)

Swoop low raven mother, nightmare fury, Battle crow

Fix your eyes upon _______, bind his/her evil this night

No more shall he/she _______

In Badb’s name, so mote it be.

Nightmare fury, Battle crow

As I make it so!

 

For those of you who balk at my use of magick, this is real and it works if you believe.  The recipient of this chant normally has nightmares or unsettling dreams, mostly showing the error of their ways, it also protects me from their evil thoughts.  The nightmares and bad luck will dissipate when the recipient realizes the error of their ways.  I am not Harry Potter and this is not Fiction, this is as real to me as one of you walking in a church and saying a prayer to God, and as long as I believe that’s all that matters.

Have a great weekend and I shall be back on Sunday or Monday.  Think Spring and be Happy!!!!!!!PEACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!