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Thursday, December 8, 2011

This is my best "ghost" picture, and before I go any further I must admit this is not real.  This is nothing more than my breath during a cold winter night while I was taking pictures.  I liked the way it looked so I kept it.  It kind of freaks me out thinking that the "ghost" in the frame was actually part of me.  I took a picture of the very thing that keeps me alive as a living being.  In all of my researching and studying I haven't really delelved much into the actual human body or medicine (except for the brain, it's facinating, read what little is known if you get a chance) mostly because I have always been turned off by blood, ick and doctors.  Most doctors seem pretty obnoxious and stuck up to me like they are better than anyone else just because the spent eight years in college, but I digress, again.  I am repulsed by shot needles and copious amounts of blood.  I can't watch those medical shows on tv because of my weak stomach, but don't get me wrong I will be able to take out zombies and such, I'm not that much of a girly man.  So as I was taking the pictures that frozen night and my breath kept invading the pictures I decieded to just go with it and maybe use these pictures for a ghost movie for Homer Poe productions, that's my movie company, I have  a different name for each of my different endeavors in case anyone is wondering.  S while I was outside taking pictures of my frozen breath the thought hit me that someday my breath will stop and I will not be taking pictures of anything anymore.  The older I get the more I really begin to see my morality and the stark fact that I will not live forever creeps into my already extrememly messed up and crowded mind.  The "I'm going to live forever" feeling of my youth is gone and as the years keep piling up I have also realized that I have a limited time to get alot of the things I've always wanted to do.  I have wasted alot of my life on stupid crap and I have alot of things to do and a limited amount of time to do them.  I am researching the alchemical tale of the philosipher stone which is supposed to be the key to eternal life and also the fountain of youth, but until I can track either of those down I have a lot of work to do.  I am slowly working on a novel, three or four screenplays, two movies, a tv series, my photography, call of duty modern warfare 3, planning a wedding, and of course my blog.  Hopefully I can get a few of those things done before times up, and hopefully that time is measured in decades and not just meager years.  I often wonder if I could find out the exact moment of my death if I would want to, think about that one for a minute.  Well until the day my breath runs out I have alot of work to do and alot of things to make up for so I best keep getting things done. Enjoy every minute of everyday you have and never regret anything because you can't mature without making mistakes.  I plan on taking pictures of my frozen breath for a long time to come and enjoy every second that comes with it.  I hope you all do the same (enjoy life, not take pictures of your frozen breath, unless you want to, I don't care it's kind of neat, go ahead try that too). Peace!!!!

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