I haven’t written a blog post in so long. I hope you can all be patient while I get back in the swing of things. So much has happened in the year and a half that I have been gone and I plan on getting to a lot of it in the coming months but right now I just want to re-establish a few things. I normally write how I feel and as many of you know I am very opinionated and very resolute in my beliefs. I am spiritual and I believe in something bigger than man and the universe I just don’t know what it is and I most assuredly do not believe in organized religion, again that is a topic for a later date. I am an activist, an animal lover and a humanitarian. I believe very strongly that all humans are created equal and that we are all here on this planet for a reason. I don’t think that the US government cares about the middle or lower class and I feel as if we live in an oligarchy not a Democracy, don’t get me wrong, I love my country, It is the government I loathe and fear. America is turning into a bully and a tyrannical empire, we are becoming the bad guy and we must stop it before it is too late. I am an artist,a writer, a poet, a thinker, a black sheep, a former alcoholic, an asshole, an inventor, a treasure hunter and photographer. I have made huge mistakes and I live with heart wrenching regret and guilt. I have learned how to see my mistakes for what they were and always will be, building blocks for my future. My motto is EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. Despite common misconceptions I do experience all human emotions not just anger. I am extremely sensitive and my heart aches for all the living things on this planet in pain or despair. I cry, sometimes more than I should, I love but I don’t show it and it is hard to see but trust me I am capable of it. I hurt, from regret, guilt, lost chances, past actions, betrayal and loss, yet I carry on. I feel fear also, quite a bit. I fear being alone, I fear death and I fear that our days on this planet are numbered if we don’t start acting now. In conclusion after almost a year and a half of silence I want to speak again and I want you to listen again. I want to make a better world for my children, your children and their children. I don’t want to be afraid of the things I can’t control and I want to take control of the things I can, if that makes sense. I truly hope that I can educate, entertain or offend you all just like I never left. Have a great day and as always……………..PEACE!!!!!!!!!!