Two dandelion pictures in a row! Although this one has other
plants and flowers the dandelion was the center of attention when I took
this. I liked how it seemed to tower
over the others and it seemed regal to me, sort of like the mighty dandelion
was looking over his subjects. The power
of images and words can give even a mere weed the power of a king. That dandelion probably didn’t last another
day or two after I took this but in my mind every time I look at this picture I
will remember it as King Dandy, lord of the Little Patch of Woods. As I have stated many times I try to choose
pictures that tell a story where as most people take pictures to capture a particular
moment or event. I have been suffering
from writer’s block for a few months now and I know it since I could have
easily spun a tale about King Dandy without a second thought just a few months
ago. I have been distracted by work and
cats and being a responsible adult but the only thing that really make me feel
accomplished is when I write something and that has been difficult lately. I find myself making excuses in my head when I
sit down to write some more of my novel or sometimes even my blogs. A few months back I started what I thought
was going to be the one story that could perhaps turn into my first published
novel and I was on a roll. I wrote 9
chapters in less than two weeks and yet now about five weeks later I have added
one measly chapter too it. I have many,
many unfinished works from years of half-assed attempts but I really thought
this one was different yet here I am weeks later with nothing new. I will never become anything if I can’t
finish something. That should be my new
motto. The problem is within myself, I
start something and get really excited about it and then a few weeks pass, I
reread what I have and immediately hate it.
A few years back I blamed my drinking, my failed relationships, my
mental state as reasons for losing touch with my inner writer and never getting
anything major done but even now when I am content and settled I am still
running straight into a massive brick wall anytime I begin writing my great
masterpiece. I have spent the last few
weeks meditating and reflecting trying to find out why I do this and although I
have no real answers yet I have decided to spend at least 75% of my available
free time looking for a solution so I can finish my novel at some point. I should also apologize to my readers since I
feel as if my latest case of writers block may be adversely effecting my blog
posts, if that is the case than please just look at the pictures and don’t feel
compelled to read this. I also have the
advantage of having a psychology major living with me who reads this so maybe
she could do some research and figure it out for me. I shall continue to plod on with or without
my creative juices and keep my fingers crossed that it returns soon………………PEACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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